One Day You Will Understand

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. "Pooh!" he whispered. 

"Yes, Piglet?" 

"Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you."

Here is a piece of me that u should know...

That I'm not trying to be saint, I just have a strong wish to be better.

For I realize, how lucky I am.

After all the bad things I did, YOU still showered me with so many blessings.

I've probably seen bad too many times than average girl should see...

and I've been one...

There are times I feel so afraid, that one day YOU will leave me, tired of me, fear of one day YOU will realize that I don't deserve all this, but YOU never did.

and for that I am so grateful, Ya Allah...

and I will always try to do my best for each and everyone I love .

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My friend,

There are times I did such a mistakes that i don't even wanna remember...

I still try to forget it though I know I can't change my past...

and the only thing i regret was how I wish I have a friend who never tired to remind me when i made one.

Though I might not listen, 

Though I might not see it, 

Though I hate  it,

I know so true,

I was loved.

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“If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.” -Winnie The Pooh-