Silence KILL

Tell me,

Are we going to lose each other with these silence?

It started with silence, then ignorance, until we finally realised we are getting further apart.

Not because of the distance, but because of this silent we do.

You might not realised it now, but we all need each other.

It's always #us against the world.

We're talking, but i can't feel the love.

Why do i sense a lot of anger in your silence?

Was it me?

Do you hate me now?

Tell me how to break the silence?

I want to make a move.

Will you tell me if i did something wrong?

I don't want our relationship ends.

I love you too much.

I Got Lucky

There are so many things i want to share tonight, but first, let me tell you how happy i am that, finally, after a quite hectic weeks, me & my husband were able to go on a date again tonight, just the two of us, without kids, yeayy!! (Yesss, we got the nannies. Let's hope that they will last long, amin. )

We talked about so many things tonight, i almost forgot how good it is to discuss everything with him. 

I always enjoy the time we can talk about what happen in our life, around us, dreams, fear, agree or disagree, we share a lot of point of view n made some conclusion, and there are always a lesson to learn. 

While we talked, i realised that not every couple can experience what we had, what we share, some are too busy to listen to each other, some got busy with their own.

Then i said to him "i got lucky.", and he said "No, I got lucky."

That's it.

We just stare at each other, not a word, 

But i know exactly i'm in the right place, 

Right there,

With his hand holding mine, as i laid my head in his arm. 

Saved.

Alhamdulillah.