iman & amin

Here goes, i don't know why, but these last two days i kept reminded about "man n his selfishness ego"

Like last night, i end up listening to my stylist story about men in her life. From her jerky father who leave her mom when she's 9 months pregnant, up until her marriage story. It was so sad, really.

Her story was so ironic i cant believe myself that it really happen in real life. But, then again, my life is more-less as ironic as her (speaking about father.red)

Secondly, later on today, i spent my entire day with one of my best-friend, who also shared a story about how cruel man can be. seriously. It's about her friend who got panic attack after he propose to his fiancé. Telling my friend how he loves her fiancé but he is scared of commitment, how he confused about it because he doesn't wanna lose her. But, the next thing she knew, that friend is already kissing some random girl at a night-club.

???

i just don't understand, why??

Why sometimes they can't keep on being faithful whenever there is a desire to cheat? i know it's a silly question, but how many of you think that, some man, keep losing his devotion for some stupid meaning-less lust?? it's exactly like what the quote said "kucing ga bisa nolak ditawari ikan" and then comes next "u never know what u got till its gone"

Like Oprah Winfrey once said, "Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough".

Its like very hard to find a man who really knows how to treat a women right these days, and it is so sad because they don't realize, that the lost was on him. Because temptation or seduction will always come, its up to ourself to choose, partner for life or keep going on spending life with some random stranger who can't even spell you name right.

It is the sweet, simple things of life which are the real ones after all.
-- Laura Ingalls Wilder, Little House in the Ozarks

That is so true. Real women are hard too find, so man, if u had found one, make sure you treat her right. She can be as strong n beautiful as a diamond, but also as fragile as a crystal clear in the inside. Be very careful.

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Anyway, if i should write down names or give another example of those kind of man, i'll be spending my night writing about it. So i just gonna stop here n pray, that Allah will always guide all the man around the world to be a better gentleman. Amiin.

it's never too late.

living up my dreams

my passion

again.

Did u know?

...There is no better words to explain, that u complete me.

U bring out the best in me, and giving me the best u can be, and that makes us one.

Sometimes I scared I'll lose the excitement of loving u, but the truth is, I never did. Coz with u, somehow I knew even in the worst day of our life, I'm safe n secure.

Thx u for the last 4 years of our marriage, thx u for being such a great husband n father for our kids, thx u for being such a supportive partner in our work, I'm so blessed to have you.

Happy Anniversary, my dear Maheksa Akni.

Looking fwd for our golden years ahead. Amiin. ♥(\´▽`/)♥

Because I Really Care

I look over with a happy smile
At a dear friend through the years.
Carefree smiles always graze her face,
Though her eyes held hidden tears.

I'd like to say I know her well,
Unfortunately that's untrue.
Seeing her always day to day
But I don't know her like I thought I do.

Even still I watch carefully;
While keep yelling my thoughts to her ear.
So many events have passed her life
I'm afraid her heart won't last.

Oh no dear, please don't worry.
Do not misunderstand.
U'RE A STRONG GIRL! that will live right on,
Even ur other heart slips through sand.

I know u'd rather be somewhere else
At a far more distant place.
He's important to you, isn't he?
It's been a year since you've seen his face.

I wish I could take you there, dear friend
To where you long to be.
I'd shoot you there through a slingshot,
But that sounds murderous to me.

Don't worry dear, ur's will be here soon
To stay and to hug.
Hold you in his big warm arms
For you, and only you, to snug.

by Kiminowarau

Nobody

It's gone
What's gone? My mind?
Soul? No, I'm fine
Not really
Deep inside, something is missing
The love and tender kissing
She walked out herself
Now all I do is talk to myself
in the mirror, with my reflection
My heart is dead
Soon it will make a resurrection
Once the wounds heal
And I'm loved for real
A type of love I can feel
But nobody loves me
Nobody cares
Nobody loves me
That nobody is me
I can't love myself because no one does
I'm all alone and no longer what I once was
But the only thing that keeps me alive
Is knowing that the next day, it might all change
For the best
And that "nobody" becomes somebody


by Maze54

Misunderstanding

why do you pretend like
I don't matter to you
when you're all that
matters to me?


by Adrienne Alexandrea

THE UNCONDITIONAL ♥

"Kau tak perlu takut. Cinta tidak berakhir, hanya karena kita tidak saling bertemu... Bukankah orang tetap mencintai Tuhan, meski seumur hidup mereka tak pernah bertemu denganNYA?"

"Bukankah seperti itu cinta kita, kadang-kadang aku tak percaya ada cinta yang lain dari itu."

So someone said,,,

...if one day, you’re in a crossroads,
and u don’t know which way to choose,
don’t be hasty, stay still… and wait a moment

Take a deep breath,
Take a deep breath with confident,
As it’s your first breathing on earth

Don’t let anything go in the way,
Don’t let anything distract your attention,
Wait, wait, and wait a moment longer…

Stand still, stay hush, and listen to your heart,
and when it speaks, go…
Go to where your heart says you to

Don’t be afraid, don’t be scared,
Life will not be easy,
But it’s not the end of the world...

You might fall,
But you’ll rise again,
Stronger, tougher…