Dear Bestfriend...

"Do you really miss me?"

"I don't know, do you?"

"Well..."

Was it my fault, or is it yours, I don't think it matter anymore.

Then i asked myself, did i regret it happened? I'm not sure.

I just believe that everything happen for a reason, including us.

I do miss u. 

There are times I wish we could take it back.

But that just too much for me now.

Maybe I need you to understand me this time,

and you said "I need you to understand me still"

Maybe I think I understand enough,

"I need you to understand more." you replied.

... and that's just how it goes for I don't know how long.

I just don't know, yet.

What I can tell you for sure is, I will never ever forget you, and our memories. 

You are a part of me, a big part of us. 

Forever prays,

Dear Loved Ones,

A wife see through u, specially when u can't see it... So talk to her, ask her view.

A wife understand and imagine how hard it is to be u... Specially when she knew, all u do, is about her, so share with her.

U might scared that the rest of the world might judge u, but the person who lives with u is her.

She choose u for a reason, so be the reason, and if u can't be that person now, u could always be honest.

Honesty builds respect, respect builds trust, trust builds a strong marriage.

With ❤,

gwlos

On 28 December 2012

At 12:12 Midnight.